When I first started my blog way back when or what feels way back when, I honestly didn’t know where to start. I just wanted to write. I just wanted to write about being a Jesus chic. And, I wanted to simply just express myself the only way I knew how. I felt like I could write for hours on end. My excitement bubbled and overflowed. Then life stepped in. It has such a awesome freakin way of doing that. I felt that I had so much to say and such little time to say it, feeling as if blogging world would some how disappear and I would lose my only outlet to letting things loose. But God, I quickly became burnt out with the whole process.
I was extremely overwhelmed and unsatisfied with my progress all the time. Writing had became a duty to me, instead of a privilege or a gift that God had gave me. What felt like a blog a day on fire for a month would become one a week. And then, slowly and obscuring
down to what I was left to ask myself ” When was the last time I wrote anything” or ” Crystall, what are you doing?, Why aren’t you writing? You know that you enjoy it?” Something I truly enjoy yet I felt so far away. Everything felt distorted and out of focus. Until something I truthfully enjoyed everyday had become something minimally invasive in my life. Something you could not see the thoughts or rememberence of but painfully,you knew the burn and the after effects where there. Me, oh my, where ever had my love gone.
But as always, like I stated before. Life has this awesome fantastic way of stepping on your toes, giving you a mental wedgie and saying “Hey you Bonker head, get your act together….” Or, translation: January 13th happened. And that is the day that would alter so many things for me. So WordPress world, how about we start over with our relationship with one another. How about we start at the beginning and begin again. Afresh. Anew. Again. And, how about this time we stay in love with one another and not neglect each other. I need you. And, hopefully someone out there somewhere may need me or at the least, May need the words I have to say. So how about today we begin again. Fresh with introductions and new outlooks. And, we take this idea on together? Sound like a plan? Yea, me thinks it sounds like a plan!!
So hey guys, I am Crystall. They call me DOK. That is short for Daughter Of the King. And, I would love to get to know all my fellow wordpressers but until the next time, have life with a good ole glass of sweet tea and a slice of faith.