my own personal hell

I sit here, and blankly look at my computer screen…having a self evaluating conversation with me, myself and the screen before me; and, lowly in the background, the motivating words of our 40th president: Ronald Reagan. It is times like these, times in which I don’t know which way I am coming or going. Semblemence¬†in…

and so i will…..

Waiting….. this has become my perfect storm….the one that I shudder at the thought of yet the one I desire more than life itself. I desire to have my future little Selah Grace….and I know that one day she will grace the life of my husband, our children and myself but for now i must…

THE TRUTH will set you FREE

Recovery…..Redemption….Recovery….Redemption……. What does it look like…………what does it feel like…..when does it strike…….how can you tell………..are you sitting next to someone right now……. this very moment…… at the library, in the grocery aisle, at the bus stop…… is the someone broken right there, go ahead…….. LOOK!!! DON’T BE AFRAID!! don’t be afraid of the stigma…

On the porch

Hey ya’ll how you doing this very warm, very humid day? I hope that you are full and blessed by the Most High. I woke up this morning praising Him cause I know how very amazing that He is to me and how wonderful He has been in my life. This beautiful week in June…

Letter to my Assailant

you thought you had me right where you wanted me. you thought you had me in the choke hold of the century. one where i would not endure, where i would not survive. one in which i would just tap out and move onto the next life. But, I am slowly learning to whisper: ¬†…

The Greatest Halftime Speech

Have you ever just been down and out, needing someone to send encouragement your way. Just the words; meaningful, containing just what you needed in that moment of defeat. Well, guess what!!! You have happened across the right post at the right time. I know exactly what it is being down, what it is like…

How do you??

After a great service and fellowship at church today, we decided to head to the park and enjoy the spring winter weather. It was still a little chilly; but an amazing day none the less. Really no complaining on this end. God chose to wake me up this morning, allow me to have another breath,…

Conversation of a mirror

     It was lonely. Saddened, despair, disarray. As it just hung, there on the blank wall, it couldn’t seem to pull the feelings together into one thought. What could it say to make her feel any better? She had became so acquainted with it, but not the intentional use wherein it was invented.  If…

Hide and Seek

I was relieved to be off work today. It was cold. It was dreary. And, lets face it… I just wanted to go home. Revel in a good book, some pajamas and sleepy tea. What an exciting adventure that would be. Or, at least that was my sentiments. I had put on this smile today,…